Hey! Haven't posted in a while, sorry bout that .
Lately I've been asking a lot of why questions:
1. Why do I have some of these feelings?
2. Why do I follow them up with actions?
3. Why haven't I felt comfortable enought to share them with someone?
Answers:
1. Predisposed? (Can I answer a question with a question?)
2. Lonely. If I make myself feel sexy therefore I take away that lonelyness for a while?
3. Close to it this weekend. I spent a great amount of time with one of my best friends from out of town. She always has been real understanding, and I was really hopeing she would want to help me play this weekend. Missed out. Oh well.
Borrowed some clothes this afternoon. Scary, not many fit, conditions were not condusive. Plus, I don't want to be caught.
Anyhoo... 
IM me if you want at Emsweets13
Later gator,
-Em |